Something's Weird

So I've been working weird hours this week... 2PM to 12 midnight. I think maybe I'm a little depressed or lonely because I get to see Diana maybe 2 hours a day. I've lost my apetite and eat very little now, which is weird for me. I wonder what's going on. I've been thinking about it a little bit and the only thing I can come up with is that I haven't been able to do what I like to do in a while.

I was going to mooch off of the neighbor's internet, but I've decided to actually buy it since I want a stronger signal and faster downloads. Hopefully I can get back into my other blog called Aural Review. I kind of think that breaking that blog out of this one was a stupid idea since it's harder and more time consuming to manage two blogs than just one.

I am learning a lot at work, which is good, and makes me more of an asset to the company, though overall I'm depressed with the way things work around here. For example, recently we got our annual earnings report and we made something like 104% of our goal.. therefore our bonuses got a higher percentage so that means we get a larger bonus than last year right? Wrong. Someone thought it would be a good idea to mind trick the employees into thinking they're getting a better bonus, but they changed their obscure formula to actually pay out less than they would have last year if we had obtained the same goal. Great. I think I've decided to always speak my mind (i've done a good job so far) regardless of whose company i'm in at work. I may and probably will get in trouble, but who cares. I've already been wearing old tennis shoes to work for two months straight and now I'm at work wearing sandals. What a rebel. Anyway, I hope this feeling of being stagnant passes soon and my appetite resumes. "You have to let the world change you and then you can change the world."